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Life Thus Far

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Sometimes, I sit here and think, “if I were to die tomorrow, I’d be dying an incomplete person.” There are so many things that I haven’t had the chance to experience yet that I want to. Some are totally within my control. Which is fine because I can work on that–I AM working on that. But some are only within other people’s control–in which case, I have no ability to control. How would these people feel if I died tomorrow and they knew that they just didn’t try hard enough? Or I died tomorrow and they never did or said all they could for me? Despite me doing everything and bending over backwards for them? Or chose to be ignorant to the fact that I exist in their life and that they should care, do something about it, or reciprocate?

Sometimes, I think the only way to show these people, to really make them see what they’re doing to me, would be to die. Because only then would they ever regret, think about, or realize that everything else was trivial and all I ever asked for was what was what was essential.

I better stop before I start rambling.

Moral of the story?

I guess it would be a “carpe diem” of sorts. Carpe diem. Make sure you are doing everything within your power to make the most of your life. And make sure you don’t just wait around for everyone else. If you’re not appreciated, loved, or recognized for everything you are, don’t just stand there and take it.

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  1. October 25, 2012 at 7:29 pm

    Hope things are ok ❤

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